Mai kartik apni life ke sabse khas insaan k bare me likh rha hu Apne love k bare me uska naam nhi lunga magar wo meri jindagi thi hum pahli bar 2019 mile the wo muje ek dost ki shadi me mili Mai full nashe me tha aur wo bar2 muje dekh rhi thi aur mai use wo muje ek najar me mere dil me utar gyi thi phir dusre din wo muje mere dost k ghar dikhi muje lga kisi k relation me aayi h aur mai dekhkar usko muskurane lga usne bhi muje muskurakr dekha phir kuch month Baad wo muje dost k bhai ki birthday me mili wo muje bar2 dekhe ja rhi thi aur mai usko usko maine ankh mari aur usne smile ki phir family dance ho rha tha maine usko kaha dance k lie to wo sharma gyi phir kuch din Baad jab usko pta chla mai subah running k lie aata hu to wo mere lie apni chachi ki ladki ko lekar roj aane lagi aur ek din usne himmat krke mujse no. Manga aur maine dusre din jb usko no. Diya to muje pta chla uske pass phle se h no. Mera wo to bss muje bol rhi thi subah call karungi 4 bje phir hum dono me dhere2 pyar badhta gya jb usne muje 1 St time touch kiya to muje na jane kaisa lga ek dum alg Jaise puri duniya palat gyi ho phir wo mere sath arail ghat ek.mandir pr.aayi mai bike chla.rha tha wo mere piche aise baithi thi mano jaisa chota bachha aur uske piche uski frnd baithi thi ek bike pr hum 3 log the hum phir mandir pahuche darshan kiye aur phir sidhi pr baith gye hum baat hi kr rhe the ki usne muje gaal.pr kiss kiya mere hosh udd gye the uss waqt phir usne ankh me pani lekr mujse pucha kbhi chodoge to nhi maine bina der kiye turant jawab diya nhi kbhi nhi aur usne muje jor se gale laGa liya.
Kuch time bhut Acha chla hum din b din ek dusre k bhut karib aa gye phir kuch aisa hua jiski mai ummid nhi kiya tha kbhi 2020 holi ki raat hum mile uske gharwale jan gye aur hum alg ho gye ussi waqt mera BSc. 1st year ka exam tha 1st paper diya aur phir lockdown lg gya phir uske ghr se uski bhabhi call ki to mere mausi ke ldke ne baat kiya aur uski bhabhi ne shadi k lie pucha mere bhai ne mna kr diya aur ye bt muje nhi pta thi phir kuch month bita kisi trh lockdown khula aur usne muje contact kiya wo apni mausi ki ladki shadi me gyi thi to muje milne bulaya mai gya mila mgr usko mausi ki ladki jan gyi aur sabko bta diya aur hum phir se alg ho gye kuch month bite wo phir nikalne lagi ghr se phone li naya social media wagaira use krne lagi aur phir maine usko contact kiya to pta chla usne do naye bf bna rkhe h mai uske pyar me pgl uske samne gidgidaya roya aur usko wapas laya wo bhi apni glti pr pachta rhi thi ya dikhawa kr rhi thi mai uske pyar me andha kuch smjh nhi paya aur phir usne mujse apni mang me sindur bharwaya muje lga ab nhi jayegi chhodkar mai phir phle Jaise pyar krne lga kuch din tk sb thik tha mgr ye jyada din nhi chla 1 saal bad wo meri bato se mujse irritate hone lagi aur roj ladai jhagda krne lagi mujse bt chupane lagi aur jhuth bolne lagi jiske sath mna krta tha rhne ko uske sath rhne lagi mai bhi usko gali galoj dene lga usne dhokha diya tha phle Iss wajah se shaq bhi krne lga aur ek din Hamari baat bhut badh gyi aur usne ek faisla kiya aur bola ki hum break lete h usne kha jb tk hum. Dono me se koi success nhi hota h tb tk meri family Hamari Shadi k lie nhi manegi to ab tm bhi aur mai bhi success hote h uske bad hum shadi kr lenge muje waqt do mai wapas aaungi kuch ban kr success hoke tb tk tm.bhi kuch ban jao taki gharwalo se bt kr saku hamare shadi k lie aur jb usne ye sb kha muje lga ki wo.mujse door jana chahti h mgr bol nhi pa rhi h maine khud ko.smjhaya aur num aakhon se uski sari bt man li aur hum phir se 2024 me.alg ho gye aur ab aage hum kbhi milenge ki nhi ye to nhi pta uska intezar kru ya badal.jau smjh nhi aata aati h uski yaad roj mgr kisi se kah nhi pata wada jo kiye hum.ek.dusre se mai to.nibhaunga wo nibhayegi ki nhi pta aage ki dastan phir kbhi sunata hu
