Jindgi ka dusra pdav

Hamri jindgi ab ahista ahista. Hal rhi thi tbhi mere jivan m ik dost ka agman hua ar hm dono Kafi Khushi rhne lge ik Sath khelna pdhna Khana Khan SB kuchh hota tha is trah se hm dono ik Sath samay vyateet krne lge hamare gun ik se nhi the but fir bhi hm achhe dost the mujhe shan't rhna ar pdhna Pasand tha to vo mere bilkul vipreet tha shaitani msti mjak to uska jivan tha is trah hm dono ne 8 vi kaksha pass kr li ar hm dono Alag ho gye vo  Ghar pr hi rha ar m apni jila ke sarkari school Chala aaya ar yaha meri life m koi nhi tha n hi dost ar n hi mere Apne m bilkul Akela tha but mujhe ab padhne ka ar bhi time Milne lga kyoki yaha n hi koi mujhe Janta tha ar n hi m Kisi ko Janta tha is Tarah m apni manjil ko pane ke Liye bahut utabla ho gya ar is hod m ki koi mujhe age n Nikal jaye m din rat ik kr ke puri siddar se apni future pr focus krne lga fir meri tabiyat bahut khatab ho gyi mujhe bdi mata ki bimari hui meri pdhai pr iska bahut bda asar pda mujhe lga ki ab m pdai nhinkr pahunga m sharir she ksheen ho gya parantu meri padhne ki ichha abhi bhi Baki tha Kisi Tarah m 9 class m pass hua fir mane 10 ki pariksha ki tayari Shuru ki mujhe nhi pta tha ki m kis Tarah se study krunga but m ye Janta tha ki m krunga fir mane mehnat krkenapni kaha m 2 sthan prapt Kiya to mujhe lga ki m ab Apne laksh ko pa skta hu fir m ik agali kakshkaksha  m gya ar vaha meri mulakat ik aise vyakti se hui  Jo ki meri jindgi m to nya tha pr uske Sath Mera rista bahut Pura na vo mere purv janm ka dost tha ik din JB ham kuchh bate kr rhe the to ye pta Chala ki hm to Kafi ik dusre ke bare m jante h but ye nhi pta tha ki Kase fir JB sankoch krte huye btaya ki m purv janm m ye tha to usne Apne bare m btate huye bola ki m ye hu ar us din se hm dono bahut achhe dost bn gye ar aaj bhi vo hamre Sath h mere har Khushi har game m Mera Sath diya ar dethhfi fifir hm 12 pass or Alag Alag college m chale gye meri jindgi m sangharsh ki shuruaat hui  mujhe nhi pta tha mumuri jindgi m Kitna bda bdlav aane Wala h mujhe us daur se gujarna h haha mujhe ye pta chalega ki riste Kya h unki samjh Kya h Kon apna h ar Kon pray h jivan m kis chijnka hona jroori h Kase musibto se nikle Kase Apne jivan ko sambhale Kase Apne paro pr khade ho in SB ki jankani mujhe ab hone wali thi